Last night, I saw this guy for the first time in 3 weeks,he has been so busy and we never got a chance to?

hangout. I know we shouldn't have, but we smoked weed. We started talking, and he wanted me to be closer to him, but i didn't because i didn't want to be his hook-up buddy. We talked about our past relationships, and how they were so much alike. We started to kiss, and when we got really into it, he then had told me he had a condom like i wanted to do something. i stopped, and just told him, " So, you hang out with me to hook up with me? " and he said not at all. I told him, that i thought he knew who i was and asked what was he thinking, and he said, "I do know who you are, and i wasn't thinking." I asked him why he kisses me, and he avoided the question. He tells me he misses me when he doesn't see me for a long time, and is coming over Monday, should i be straightforward with my feelings? He told me that high school relationships are different from college, I'm 17 and he's 19. I don't see a big space, at all. There is something between us, I just think its too soon for him.